Hiatus

I'm so so so sorry. Won't be so active blogging nowadays.


Anyways, wishing everyone here a great 2011 ahead!

Handsome/Pretty

Jolene Lew says (1:22 AM)
O:
A is handsome!!
Kevin † says (1:22 AM)
A is pretty!!
O:



Random.

Hosting

For the first time in my life, I'm having the privilege of hosting someone special...

And that is none other than...


SHIRLEY BOON!!!

So cool to have her here in the Philippines. Funny that I'm at Kenny Rogers using their WiFi that costs me about RM10.00 (I'm forced to buy the cheapest set meal available), while she is at the hotel sleeping while I'm blogging this.

Anyways, I believe it's gonna be an awesome time with her though it may be about 5 hours that we will spend time here with each other.

Oh, and not forgetting, I've gotten myself a HTC Wildire. Super-duper awesome smartphone indeed. It should really be publicized and marketing more throughout the world. Nevertheless, they did won the Smartphone of the Year award. Their products speaks louder than marketing, I suppose?

Oh well, time to write email reports to my leaders back in Malaysia.

 Signing off! RAWR!

Settling down

Back to my hometown again, the place I was born.

Not much has changed, except for the kids along the streets who have pretty much grew up.
Missing everyone in KL... gosh, how many times do I have to go through this same kind of feeling again?

Anyways, I'm very much decided with my decision to go Bible School now. Definitely there's no turning back now.


And so, I look to You. You know whats ahead of me. Take my hands and lead me all the way Papa.

Missed flight.

Missed my flight today.

Interesting commotion at the airport.

Enjoying one more day here.


Nevertheless, life is a bliss.

Part The Seas

So when I walk,
Through the desert,
Through the fire,
Through the storm.

When I'm weary,
And I'm tired,
Without the strength to move on...


You are here with me
Through the night
Like a pillar of fire
You will breathe in me new life


And I trust, that You will part the seas.

Shakespeare

Flower in this purple dye,
Hit with Cupid's archery,
Sink in apple of his eye.

This is it

I guess this is it for me here in Malaysia.


Will spend the remaining days here till the 27th as productive, fruitful and precious as possible..

Scared..

Just sent an email reply to Pastor...



I'm scared. LOL.

100 Plus

Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ ⒿⓞⓁⓔⓝⒺ ⓁⒺⓦ says (12:12 AM):
 eh kor
 1.5L 100plus
 how much ah?
 LOL
Kevin † says (12:12 AM):
 3.50
Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ ⒿⓞⓁⓔⓝⒺ ⓁⒺⓦ says (12:12 AM):
 ohh k
Kevin † says (12:12 AM):
 rm3.50 at kedai runcit
Kevin † says (12:13 AM):
 rm4 at 7/11
 if im not mistaken la
 ;D
 u want?
Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ ⒿⓞⓁⓔⓝⒺ ⓁⒺⓦ says (12:13 AM):
 okay
 lol
Kevin † says (12:13 AM):
 u buying now? O:
Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ ⒿⓞⓁⓔⓝⒺ ⓁⒺⓦ says (12:14 AM):
 yeshhh
 (:

And so, Jolene's dad went and buy for her the 100 Plus she wanted.....


15 minutes later......


Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ ⒿⓞⓁⓔⓝⒺ ⓁⒺⓦ says (12:32 AM):
 1.5L is the small bottle right?!
Kevin † says (12:33 AM):
 LOL!
nOOOO
 1.5L is the BIG one
Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ ⒿⓞⓁⓔⓝⒺ ⓁⒺⓦ says (12:33 AM):
 YA MEH
 LOLLL
 3L ?
 O__O
Kevin † says (12:33 AM):
 uh
 no such thing as 3L
Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ ⒿⓞⓁⓔⓝⒺ ⓁⒺⓦ says (12:33 AM):
 WAIT
Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ ⒿⓞⓁⓔⓝⒺ ⓁⒺⓦ says (12:34 AM):
 u serious ah
 O:
Kevin † says (12:34 AM):
 yeah
Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ ⒿⓞⓁⓔⓝⒺ ⓁⒺⓦ says (12:35 AM):
 eh eh
 1.5L really big bottle ah
Kevin † says (12:35 AM):
 yeah
 haha
 cute
Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ ⒿⓞⓁⓔⓝⒺ ⓁⒺⓦ says (12:36 AM):
 EH
 1.5L really big 1 ah?
Kevin † says (12:36 AM):
 yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs


HAHAHA.

Blessing

I am blessed with an awesome part-time job at Hilti - one that has a good pay, coupled with a great working environment, surrounded with friendly and ever cheerful colleagues, together with a superb boss..


And today, I was blessed with RM1000.


To those who have blessed me, I just want to tell you that I am really really thankful and grateful for such a blessing.. may what have been sown to me be sown back to you in return.


Thank You.

Times have changed..

Reading back my previous blogposts, and reading the ones I've been posting lately...

I think I have changed.

The way I think, the way I talk, the way I feel, the way I look at things, for the better or for the good, that is up for people to decide.
But truly one thing remains the same in me,

The desire to be a blessing to others, and the passion to see people's lives changed for good.

:)

A conversation with a dude who has a crush on a rock chic...

Daniel

damn

im really smiling now

lol

shikes

lets go pyramid

screw starcrafts

Me

LOL

why not

get her number

Daniel

ah

no way!!

dats mission impossible

sure screw up or smthg

knt knt

damn

im acting like a high school girl

lol

Me

LOL

u are man

ur acting as if

u just had the biggest crush of ur life

:P

HAHH

Daniel

ah

this is embarassing

Me

LOL

Daniel

guitar chicks are damn hot

sigh


***Spoiler : Click on his name to find out who he is :p

Doing good..

I find it a great JOY to help people :)

Basically.. it just feels GOOD! :D

2 Blur Case

11/8/2010		2:24:36 AM		Kevin †		mei ling		mei ling
11/8/2010		2:24:42 AM		Kevin †		mei ling		u have roy's number?
11/8/2010		2:24:55 AM		mei ling		Kevin †		funny
11/8/2010		2:24:56 AM		mei ling		Kevin †		hahaha
11/8/2010		2:24:58 AM		mei ling		Kevin †		016-XXXXXX7
11/8/2010		2:25:00 AM		mei ling		Kevin †		why ah
11/8/2010		2:25:04 AM		Kevin †		mei ling		why funny O:
11/8/2010		2:25:25 AM		mei ling		Kevin †		im his gf n u ask whether i got his number!
11/8/2010		2:25:26 AM		mei ling		Kevin †		hahaha
11/8/2010		2:25:29 AM		Kevin †		mei ling		oOOPS
11/8/2010		2:25:31 AM		Kevin †		mei ling		of course
11/8/2010		2:25:33 AM		Kevin †		mei ling		right
11/8/2010		2:25:51 AM		Kevin †		mei ling		AHAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaahaha.....
11/8/2010		2:25:54 AM		Kevin †		mei ling		=.=
11/8/2010		2:27:30 AM		mei ling		Kevin †		sorrrrrry
11/8/2010		2:27:34 AM		mei ling		Kevin †		i gave u my number
11/8/2010		2:27:36 AM		mei ling		Kevin †		HAHAHAHA
11/8/2010		2:27:37 AM		mei ling		Kevin †		paiseh
11/8/2010		2:27:42 AM		mei ling		Kevin †		01X-XXXXXXX
11/8/2010		2:27:45 AM		mei ling		Kevin †		HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
11/8/2010		2:27:48 AM		mei ling		Kevin †		XP
11/8/2010		2:27:55 AM		Kevin †		mei ling		HAHAHAHAHHAAHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11/8/2010		2:27:58 AM		Kevin †		mei ling		WoaH U JOKER

Choices

It's true that whatever choices we make in life will ultimately lead us to our destiny..

Therefore choose them wisely ;)

Aww..

elii (: says (2:37 AM):
okay
ure turn
hmmmm...
Kevin † says (2:39 AM):
my turn?
my turn to say myself?
yeeee
so vain
elii (: says (2:40 AM):
1. caring
2.funny
3.has a fettish for lions
4.incredibly awesome in guitar
5.very open
6.super duper AWESOME
7. a very great friend
8.downright awesome! (i've repeated awesome too many times, but it's true!)
9. helpful!
10.caring
LOL
LOL
LOL
Kevin † says (2:42 AM):
1 and 10 repeat lol
aiyo the awesome part
lol

A conversation between the master and his student..

Kevin † says (6:27 PM):
its gonna be rm10 per person la btw
u think u can?
im already chipping in quite a lot lol
~*sharoN*~ says (6:32 PM):
yeap yeap
~*sharoN*~ says (6:33 PM):
although im quite broke but for U im ok wan
hahahah
Kevin † says (6:35 PM):
WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 'for you i am ok wan'
*tears*
so touched

The Guitar

"The guitar is the human soul sending a message through only six strings."

He who knows

He who knows not, but knows not that he knows not is a fool; shun him.
He who knows not, but knows he knows not, is simple; teach him.
He who knows, but knows not that he knows, is asleep; wake him.
He who knows and knows that he knows, is a wise man; follow him.

23

• At the moment of his assassination, Caesar was stabbed 23 times.

• The circulation of the blood through all the human body takes 23 seconds.

• The number of articulation in the human arm is 23.

• The 23 axioms of the geometry of Euclid.

• The 23 days of the "physical" cycle in the biorhythm.

• The ovule and the spermatozoon are composed both of 23 chromosomes.

• Anniversary of marriage: weddings of clock.

• The number 23 is used 14 times in the Bible, the 14 times in the OT.

....

I'm 23 already woo hoo! *random*

Before you..

Before you speak - listen
Before you write - think
Before you invest - investigate
Before you criticize - wait
Before you pray - forgive
Before you quit - try
Before you retire - save
Before you die - give

Candles

Candle of Hope

Four candles slowly burned
The ambience was so soft one could almost hear them talking
The first candle said "I am Peace"
"The world is so full of anger and fighting that nobody can keep me alight"
Then the candle of peace went out completely.
The the second candle said
"I am Faith"
"I am no longer indispensable
It does not make any sense that I stay awake one moment longer."
Then a breeze softly blew out Faith's flame.
Sadly the third candle began to speak
"I am Love"
"People don't understand my importance,
So they put me aside.
They even forget to love nearest to them.
I don't have the strength to stay alight"
And waiting no longer the candle of Love went out.
A child entered the room where the candles were
And saw that three of the candles were unlit.
"Why are you not burning?" said the child
"You are supposed to stay alight until the very end"
And the child was frightened and began to cry.
The the fourth candle said
"Don't be afraid. I am hope,
And while I am burning we can light the other candles"
With shining eyes the child took the candle of Hope
And lit the other candles.

The flame of Hope should never go out from your life,
And with Hope each of us can have a life
With Peace, Faith and Love.

Encouragements

As much of an encourager i am...

...I need lots of encouragement too.

Selah

My humblest, most earnest and sincere prayer..

Lord, anoint the hands of all my students that they may play good music to your ears, Father.


*strums...*


Selah.

Quote

I believe in miracles,
because I believe in God

- Kathryn Kuhlman

On a mission to be a better cupid..

I pray none of my targets will experience such FATE. HAHAHA!

Sweet guitar

Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ ⒿⓞⓁⓔⓝⒺ ⓁⒺⓦ says (12:49 AM):
i dun anything bout guitars
Kevin † says (12:49 AM):
right
Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ ⒿⓞⓁⓔⓝⒺ ⓁⒺⓦ says (12:49 AM):
except that they're super awesome and guys who play them are super sweet
LOL
Kevin † says (12:49 AM):
no one does anyways when they first tart
ahaha!
guys who play them are super sweet...
awww

EMO moments..

Seems like when desperate times come, people just tend to ignore the advice or warning given and continue to do what they think is right which is supposed to be WRONG!

My words don't carry that much weight anymore eh? I'm beginning to think of why did I even bother being in your world in the first place. Waste of time, waste of money, waste of effort and energy. Anyway, I'll still wish you all the best of luck (you'll really need it anyways) getting your 'precious'.

Argh.


I'm disappointed.

The LORD is my Shepherd

No matter what imperfections I have,
No matter how bad are my flaws,
No matter how ugly was my past..

The LORD is my shepherd.

Second Chance

I know I screwed up. I know I've messed things up badly.

God,

Give me a second chance please.

Find me at the Cross..

I'll walk with You in my heart
I'll walk with You in my heart

Find me at the Cross
Down on my knees


Thank You Lord for saving me.

Audition - Passed!

I'm so happy to be in the worship team now! Gosh, was I really nervous when I was first called to perform by Abel...it's as if my heart was pounding like a machine-gun! But the moment I took hold of the guitar, I was able to keep a calm composure of myself, and the moment I started strumming the first line for the song 'Nothing Is Impossible', I was back to my normal self, playing as if I was simply practicing the song ;)

Before I'd even enter the verse, Abel stopped me and told the audience watching to applause for me. Was I so relieved then!! Later would I know that I'm selected for it.... and I'm still very happy and excited about it! Really have to give credits to all the great and awesome people that has been encouraging me and believing in me! If not for all of you, I don't think I'd have the same boldness and courage performing... you guys really rock!!

Anyways, before that Abel shared an AWESOME message that if not only me, touched everyone's heart. Along the great message that he was sharing, I still remember one of the subpoints that he shared, which was this :

Prepare first!! Don't prepare on your practice time, don't practice on your performance time!

So true eh? :)

>reminder to Kevin : Stop PROCRASTINATING

Buddies.Funny.

Kevin † says:
at homee
++VU++ Dennis - Your's Truly Accountabilibuddy! says:
ok
goin now
see u in rm15
eh
Kevin † says:
rm15
nice
++VU++ Dennis - Your's Truly Accountabilibuddy! says:
i mean 15 mins!
HAHAHAHHAHAH
Kevin † says:
HAHAHHA

Animal language

A very good and cute lil' friend of mine taught me some nice Animal language... Heh.

Mooo - I miss you
Miaoo - I hate you
Rawr - I love you

So to each and everyone of you ----- I RAWR YOU!!!!

Alarice

.... Happy, I am.

'Sampat' Confessions

A good ol' member of mine, who will be getting married this year shared with me and the rest of the CG something pretty cool which kinda like got my ever so-rusted brain working again...

Confession #1 : My brain is made of metal because it 'rusts'. Right.

Though everyone thought it was just a random rambling coming out from his mouth, there was really truth behind it. He said something like this,

"Guys! Do not let circumstances stop you from going after the girl you like!! Or not I wouldn't have been together with Esther right now you know!"

NOT being so spiritual here actually, but don't you see FAITH behind what he said? He was putting the FAITH element into practice!

Confession #2 : I was really encouraged by what he said..Heh.

I'm pretty much delighted to see some of my close friends who will POTENTIALLY get attached soon (adalah.. hahaha.. P&C at the moment..), and also to those who just got attached (to Gerald, Nickey, and Gracie, congrats again! I'm really so happy for all of you!). I'm still looking forward to see both my 'tai kar jies' to finally settle down and get attached with the men of their dreams.. I hope this year would finally be their year!!!

Confession #3 : I've been shooting lots of cupid arrows for God-knows-how-long-I've-been-doing-so, and to see the fruits of my labor? Priceless.

Which leads to...

Confession #4 : Current Cupid Mission Objectives. Shoot more LOVE arrows at SL & HH. (I hope they both are not reading this! = P)

I've began to notice there is a sudden surge of questions directed to me asking when am I ever going to get attached, do I have anyone in mind, etc. These are the very most commonly asked questions around, especially when you have a circle of great friends being with the most 'kepoh'-est people in the whole wide world *laughs*.

Confession #5 : Being 'kepoh' shows that you are actually CONCERNED at people's welfare. Hence, a 'kepoh' person is a CARING person. So to sum it all up, 'kepoh' friends are 'CARING' friends.

To be honest, I'm not all into getting myself into a relationship, because I know that I've made a vow to God not to focus on relationship (BGR) matters for myself throughout the whole year. I'd rather enjoy the friendship I have with the close friends I have in church. I have to admit there are some girls that I admire with the qualities that they have and the great attitude they carry, but at the moment, I'm seriously really not thinking, or rushing into having one at the moment =)

Confession #6 : Admiring is not the same with being Infatuated.

And to think that I'm turning 23 this year...


Confession #7: DARN. I'm getting OLD!


-Disclaimer-
Every confession stated here is solely based on the writer's own thoughts and feelings towards what has been stated. Feedbacks and comments are very much encouraged.

Crazier - Taylor Swift

I've never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Till you open the door
There's so much more
I've never seen it before

I was trying to fly
But I couldn't find wings
Then you came along
And you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier

Watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know
How that would feel
And you made it so real

You showed me something that I couldn't see
Opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier, oh

Baby, you showed me what living is for
I don't want to hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier
Crazier, crazier

Level Up

Somehow I just feel faster, stronger, better than before.

5 more years to go...

Yoke

Not many chances do I get to enjoy a good night's breeze.. especially from the balcony of a 13th floor condo.. To me I've always find the night breeze to have some kind of magical refreshing properties (just like the early morning breeze). *Sighs*. I do wish I could just stop time to allow myself to appreciate these 'special moments' even more.

I've been meditating on the book of Matthew recently. Just read Chapter 11 today, and what captured my attention was on verses 28-30. A pretty common verse that many would know, yet many also do not know the meaning of what the 'yoke' is mentioned there (no surprise to me some told me they thought it was referring to an egg 'yoke').

Taken from the Message Bible -

"Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you'll recover your life. I'll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won't lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you'll learn to live freely and lightly."

Pretty encouraging don't you think?

Ask yourself these questions mentioned in the verse.

1. Are you tired?
2. Are you worn out?
3. Are you burned out?

In a different context, God is basically saying this to us -

"My dear, where have you been all these while? I've been asking around for you! You've been so busy lately, that you didn't even answer my calls, nor reply my emails and sms-es. I seriously think it's time for you to retreat from the busyness of the world. Come, spend more time with me instead. It's going to be fun, trust me! "

"Hey, I noticed you aren't as energetic and joyful as you've used to be. Hmm? You're telling me that your back, your neck, your shoulders and most of your limbs are in pain at the moment? Seriously, what have you been doing? Let me massage your back now. And gosh! You look so tired as well! Look at your eyes and face. You look so down, weary, moody, lethargic, and should I say, lifeless as well? :P No, I was just kidding. Don't get angry now. Ok, why not you just lie down and rest on the bed now. I assure you that the moment you wake up, you will definitely feel brand new."

Goodness me! Why are you carrying so many heavy bags? Pass them to ME! I will help carry all of them together with you. *winks* ;-) Oh, if you're more than tired, I'll carry ALL of them for you. *laughs* We are both in these together, remember? :-) "

So to all of my friends out there, those I know are still struggling with bitterness, disappointments, hurts and pain - even excess baggage of the bad events that happened back from the year 2009.. well, not just last year, but probably the beginning of this year itself (I experienced it on the FIRST day of the year itself, NOT GOOD!) this is a post for you.

Let go and let God ;)

Word of Wisdom

I've always wondered how at times, I speak certain words that encourages people..and today I really encountered a few many times that I gave such words to people.

i.e to Melvyn Cheng -
"I wanna create and make my own destiny in a different way. Being inspired is one, creating an inspiration is another thing. So with the inspiration I receive, I create my own inspiration tat will inspire others."

So to my curiosity, I went and check various sources of what the Spiritual Gift - Word of Wisdom meant.

The gift of the word of wisdom is the application of knowledge that God gives you ( I Corinthians 2:6-7). This type of wisdom is a gift which cannot be gained through study or experience and should by no means try to replace them. The gift of the word of wisdom is seeing life from God's perspective. As a Christian exercises this gift, he begins to develop a fear of the Lord. This is the "beginning of wisdom" according to Proverbs 1:7.

The gift of the word of wisdom is also the revealing of prophetic future; it is speaking hidden truths of what is not known. It is a supernatural perspective to ascertain the divine means for accomplishing God's will in a given situation, and is a divinely given power to appropriate spiritual intuition in problem solving.

Furthermore, this gift involves having a sense of divine direction, being led by the Holy Spirit to act appropriately in a given set of circumstances, and rightly applying knowlege.

The gift of wisdom is the wisdom of God. It is the supernatural impartation of facts; it is not natural. You can't earn it. It is received from God through prayer (Ephesians 1:17).

The gift of the word of wisdom works interactively with the other two revelation gifts: knowledge and discernment.

.. I wanna develop this gift even more!! :)


At the meantime, I'll go and study what Word of Knowledge really means ;) Part Two coming up!