Ouch..

Of all things.. you really had to test me on this?

What a test indeed. Taking something which I find and thought of as most precious at the moment.

Like Abraham, You tested his love for You when You told him to sacrifice His one and only son for You.

Like Job, You tested him by destroying all that he had, just to test his heart, loyalty and love for You.

And now.. You tested me with this? It hurts Father. It really really hurts. The pain from punching the floor and the wall repeatedly itself was not as painful as the pain I went through that time...

But I believe, there was a reason for You doing all these. And I believe that everything You do has a reason and a purpose for it. Give me the strength that I need to go through this. Give me the strength to find the joy that I've lost because of it. Give me your overwhelming love, comfort and presence that I so much needed right now.

And now as I ponder...You Yourself did the ultimate sacrifice by giving Your son for me.Were You happy about it? No. It surely did hurt You badly no, Papa?

But You still did because of Your abundant love for us... therefore I thank You for that Father. I thank You Jesus for it. May this experience be a learning lesson for me to grow. May this hurt be turned into joy once again knowing the fact You will carry me through the whole thing with Your everlasting love and grace.

I will turn my sorrow into happiness. I will turn my grieve into shouts of joy. I will proclaim my praises and worship to You evermore. Let my sacrifice be the sweetest aroma I can ever possibly give You.

You give and take away,
Blessed be the name of the Lord.

Current Wishlist

1. Chopsticks
2. Maggi Mee - Asam Laksa, Curry and Tomyam Flavor
3. Curry
4. Bak Kut Teh
5. Infinitely much more...

Delirious Concert Photos

I know its pretty late to post this now.. but hey, as promised, the Delirious concert photos!

Pastor Noel and Don (the worship team drummer/bassist/guitarist/vocalist... lol) He's a super talented guy man. Single and available too! Need his contact number? Get it from me! :P

*whispers* Hey Don, I promoted you already! Now you owe me a treat! :P Sorry just kidding!

Don't ask me why they bother selling pop-corns during a worship concert... and certainly don't ask me why Pastor Noel decided to get one for himself...

Me and Daisy. Our photographer of the day. The VAIN one as well...

The opening of the concert... pretty cool :)

Us enthusiastically singing with all our heart and might :)

Nice lighting effects they have!

There were two things that I recorded on my phone from what Martin Smith spoke during the interlude of one of the songs. He said,

"Let the church be the voice for the voiceless people."

"Let the church speak in ONE voice, UNITED and not DIVIDED"

Cool right?

Anyways thanks again for the photos Dianne and Mei :)

Now I see

Time to move on then.

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All the time we were together,

The pain, the joy we shared and suffer,

Was it all in vain?

If only things could work out for the better,

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Did I expect this to really happen way before I came here?

But why now? Why can't we meet up first before all of you decide?
Was I too late?

Was it because of me not being around that things grew from bad to worst?

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Regardless of what has happened, my heart, emotions and feelings is still with you all. You will always be a part of me, as I have been a part of you.

Nothing can ever take my memories with you guys away. I know those experiences were real, and not fake at all...

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